Squishy

04:35 pm: my cat...
well, i might as well just say it. my cat died. he got hit by a car at the end of the street on the corner. he was the best cat i've ever owned and will stay in my heart forever. i just wanted to communicate this to someone whether it be in person or by other means.

go here to see a pic of my cat while he was still alive.

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=14533983&imageID=1188972326&MyToken=c2feaca0-e4c7-4138-98e3-a58248d385fc

07:31 pm: Dance you fool....



.........Danceeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! You are now under my control!!!!!!!!




NOW!!!! Come to me my minions!!!!

07:51 pm: Happy Single-Awareness Day!!! i was sick today, and i guess that's good cuz i figured there might be some awkward moments all-things-considered. i feel cheap cuz i never get b-day, thank you, valentines day, christmas, ect cards. oh, did anyone else get one of those matchmaker crap things that cost 2 bucks? they're a fucking rip-off, and i didn't know a single person in mine. i also need to get some new games, i've beat the ones that i've already got waaaay to many times. well, talk to you tomorrow, i'm watching a "Dirty Jobs" episode that i've already seen.

10:52 pm: Damn.....
i just found out that i can open a pack of marshmallows with my teeth. the reason...i just put on nail polish and can't use my hands! after finding out i could open the entire pack of marshmallows, i came to realize i couldn't reach in and get one. so...i was left there in the state of mind where the only thing you can say is, "...Damn...That was well thought out..." oh, and this nail polish is actually mine! i've got purple, black, and clear. i'm currently wearing the first 2 and waiting for the second coat of purple to dry. because of that, it's taken me about 30 minutes to write this. ta-ta, and have a great... (looks at watch) ...night!

09:59 pm: Bück dich, Rammstein (translation)
Bend down, I command you
turn your face away from me
your face means nothing to me
bend down

A human on all fours
I take him on a walk
ambling along the corridor
I am disappointed

Now he comes backwards towards me
Honey stays stuck on the garter
I am disappointed, totally disappointed

Bend down
your face doesn't interest me

The human has bent down
and moved into a good light
I show him what you can do
and I start to cry

The human stammers a prayer
out of fear because it goes worse for me
he tries to bend down even more
tears run up the back

Bend down

Bend down, I command you
turn your face away from me
your face means nothing to me
bend down once more

Bend down





for all of their lyrics, go to http://herzeleid.com/en/lyrics

06:19 pm: what?! stop staring at me!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't know why, but i don't really mind what i dress in at all. right now, i'm wearing a black hoody, white wool socks, a halloween T-shirt, blue plaid boxers, sweatpants, and a skirt. that's right! you heard me, a skirt!!! is the immense pleasure that i'm receiving from partial-cross dressing abnormal or unusual? i'll try to get pics of what they look like after going to a party and possibly adorning more women's clothing. actually it's more of a guarantee on the type of clothes i'll have on. OOH, I KNOW!!!! you can tell me some of the weird things that you do.


P.S. i'm supposed to be wearing a corset and alot of bondage stuff at the dance in February, so people should come.

01:00 pm: merry late presents day or whatever else you celebrate.i'm still at my dad's house, which is pretty boring. i miss everybody now, and they don't have yahoo messenger on their comp, so i can't do anything to help myself except submerge myself in my games, such as half-life 2. i've decided if Gordon Freeman(the main character in the half-life games) were real, i would molest him... you should see the cover and play the games to see what he has to go through... then you'll have similar feelings no matter what sex you are. now i am off to go play in gordon's world of hotness with all of the combine and overwatch forces and the headhunters and the snipers and all. well,anyways, have fun over the rest of the holidays everybody!!

09:40 pm: i probably should've posted this a couple weeks ago when it happened, but what the heck i'll just post it now. i entered in an unranked foil tournament for fencing and got 2'nd place!!! i got a shiny silver medal for it :) it was pretty fun, but i need to practice on my footwork... ooookay, back to the present. i'm going to leave for my dad's house in Ridgefield, WA until the 30'th so i'm gunna be missing you guys... AHA!!! i just remembered that Patrick is supposed to be making my myspace account all cool and spiffy like. to find me, just search for Devon Fell. i'll be in there but it says that i'm 27. so try to find me and add me if you've got a myspace too. as they say in the world of french fries, "Let the salt-shakers shake!!!"

P.S. if you want to find out stuff about fencing then go to http://tacomafencing.com/








...i am the spiked log...

05:14 pm: Weird Dream....
i had a really weird dream last night..... i was crawling around on the ground with someone. it was really weird... BUT THAT'S NOT ALL THAT HAPPENED!!! i went behind this huge mirror (don't even ask why) and when i came out from behind it, the other person in my dream kissed me *turns red in the face*

it was a really good dream, but when i finally realized it was a dream and not real life. i got that feeling to where the only way you can describe it is by saying: ......dammit, i wish that was real.....

so, yeah...i wonder if the person that was in my dream will read this post.....

04:45 pm: Patrick and stuff
i just found out a little while ago that my best friend Patrick got in a big fight with his mom and left his house. his mom called me and asked if he was here, but he wasn't, so that's what i told her. i really hope that he isn't in serious trouble.....

on a better note, i'm gonna get Half-Life 2 for Xbox after fencing today!!! i've been waiting for this game ever since i beat the first one about 3 years ago. it's really cruel of a game company to make countless gamers feel the horror that the game they've been waiting so long for has been released on a system that THEY DON'T HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrr...... stupid people..... well, i'm gonna go get something to eat now.

09:51 pm: BATTLEFRONT 2 IS OUT AND I'VE GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in case you didn't pick this up already, i just bought Star Wars: Battlefront 2.*dances maniacally* it's so cool, you can play as a jedi, a legendary villain (ex:Darth Vader), and you can battle it out in space!!! *more dancing* i've got this huge craving to play it now, but my friend and i promised each-other that we wouldn't play it unless we were both playing it together. so....yeah.... LONG LIVE DARTH VADER!!!!!!! LONG LIVE DARTH VADER!!!!!!! LONG LIVE DARTH VADER!!!!!!!

07:53 pm: Hal-lo-ween Par-ty HEY!!!
i had a Halloween party yesterday. it went over pretty well, but i wish more people could have come. although it was good nonetheless. fanta is good, root beer is better, still addicted to Star Wars stuff, Battlefront 2 comes out in 1 day, 4 hours,1 minute and 30 seconds, just got bitchslapped by a super battle droid, babies will eat me, and i had a random conversation on messenger that was mainly about orgies and masterbating....:)

02:56 pm: There! I've posted!!!
just some random stuff... star wars games are way too addictive, Family Guy is awesome, what should i be for Halloween?, and clowns will kill you.